Being obsessed.
Lately, I’ve been obsessed with someone. Yeah human, not bag or shoes. I always think of him and imagine what my life would be if I can be his “zing”. And suddenly, my imagination turns into my dream. I dreamed about him being my “zing”. I think it’s not make sense, but hey… it’s just a dream, right? :”
But my friend told me that I shouldn’t being too obsessed with him, cause it can hurt me someday. I should find someone real, not just someone who can only be a imagination. But I don’t know, I’m not sure I can stop it. Cause it become addictive.. haha
so, what I am gonna do now is just try to stop being obsessed with him.. but just a little hope is okay right? :p hahahaa
hell-oyeah Tumblr’s!
So I haven’t post anything for several weeks or several day, maybe? and now I come back. First, I wanna tell you about my latest activity. Not so much changed. Just like usual, not too boring and not too fun anyway. But now, I get a lot busier because of some tasks and… course!
Finally meet some new friends, and yeah meet some new “eye-catching” guys. haha
But I wanna tell you something, I had so many weird dreams for several times in the past 2 weeks. And mostly it’s about boys, my senior high school friends, and about “dugong”. For the last, maybe I hang out too many times with her so she came to my dream -_-
I said it weird because, you know the dreams feel so real and just reflected what I really want to happen in real life. I don’t know, it’s like a parallel world. First, I dreamed about I dated my senior in high school who actually my ex’s friend, or I get close with someone who I really admire :/ Then, I reunited with all my high school’s friends. And the weirdest thing ever is I dreamed about you, dugong! and it’s not a good dream for you. Well sometimes I just wish some my dreams become a reality…
I can’t talk too much about my dreams in here, cause you know it’s my thing. hahaha
But i just want to know, why is most my dreams is about guys? Is it because I need a guy who can accompany me and being my partner in crime? :/ Well, I’m alone right now but that doesn’t mean that I’m lonely. Emm but I think I still need one haha. I’m okay if it’s not for now, cause I’m not in a hurry anyway! :p
So, the conclusion is… Dream is just a dream. We don’t know if it can becomes reality or not. So cherish it, maybe it’s a sign for us to live our life wiser. Good night!
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April’s playlist
1. Olly Murs - This Song Is About You
2. Gabrielle Aplin - Please Don’t Say You Love Me
3. Justin Timberlake - Mirrors
4. Kris Allen - Lights (cover)
5. Jay Park - JOAH
6. Taylor Swift - 22
7. Sandy Sandhoro - Tak pernah padam
8. Lee Hi - It’s Over
9. Imagine Dragons - It’s Time
10. Olly Murs - Army of Two
11. Monita - Keliru
12. Jay Park - Girlfriend (english version)
13. Infinite H - Special Girl
14. Birdy - People Help the People
15. Rihanna ft. Mikki Eko - Stay
Happy 23rd Birthday Kristen Jaymes Stewart
zifana:
Pertama kali jalan bareng kayaknya ke kfc, ceritanya sarapan. Di situ masih agak kaku-kaku gitu, tapi dia cerita tentang, uhuk, mantannya. Di kemudian hari, kita ke mal berdua. Ngegaul di j.co. Nah belom lama ini kita ke j.co lagi trus foto-foto dan gue teringat akan kejahatan kita. :’) thanks for being my partner in crime ya, Barney!
Tumblr-nya Barney: mynameischika.tumblr.com
hey, did you noticed that we sat on the same chair the first time we went there? :”) and well, thanks for you too for always understand my weirdness, Dugong! *millionkissforyou*
I think I saw him so many times today. Dunno what to feel, should I happy? or should I just keep calm? haha
well, is it accident? haha
